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May 11, 2015

what is madness? how does one go MAD?

It’s a word that intrigues me. it’s a character trait that I feel familiar with. It brings about in me feelings of curiosity, confusion, and fear. Is it a complete loss of control and rational thought? Is it extreme anger? rage? Are those who go mad manipulative? Do they lie and know that they’re lying? Is it thought out and controlled?

I don’t know. But I feel I’ve known madness and chaos all of my life. I have lived in survival mode for as long as I can remember.

I am tired. I am working on letting go and feeling free.

I do know that with madness, you have to be able to step outside of it. You have to look at it objectively.

You have to clear yourself of the terror in order to allow safety in. In order to see the light in the dark.


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